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Name: Molly
Birthday: 3/27/1982
Gender: Female


Interests: Anything outside:camping, hiking, throwing very small rocks..lol j/k, laughing, volleyball, tennis, being with friends and family, seeing others smile! Occasionally reading.?
Expertise: Hmmm...I don't think I am an expert. Sorry guys.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical


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Member Since: 7/16/2004

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Monday, March 06, 2006

Hi friends...It's been months...I have been reading others websites, just not writing on mine...sorry bout that. Anyhoo...life is good for the most part. This week I was reading John 9....how Jesus healed the blind man...how the blind man was born blind not because of his sins or the sins of his family, but that the work of God might be displayed in his life. SO I struggle this week with the Lord in asking Him as I see these really sick kids at work...that will never have fully normal lives because of their health...why? What is the purpose in the pain?... and the times when I as a nurse feel helpless...watching these kids go through agony and there is nothing to do but pray. Watching parents' tears well up in their eyes for they also feel helpless. I don't really think that there is an answer this side of heaven. I will pray for healing in their little bodies and also for God to reveal Himself to these families in these hard times. I love being a nurse but to see kids go through tough times is just so hard...this week has been a hard one. I choose to believe that He is good and that He does have a plan and that He has our best interests at hand. I choose to be a light in the dark place for there is hope for those who believe and call on His name. But it is so hard...thats what on my heart today guys...sorry if it's not a pick me up message...it's how I feel. Blessings to you today


Saturday, October 15, 2005

hello friends! I have been learning so much lately...it's overwhelming at times! It was so great to finally meet Bart and to see my sister last weekend while she was up here for such a short time. Who also made the paper?!
I also went to a bridal show to see my mom who has been working SO much! But I felt a little out of place with all of thse bridezillas...yipes!
I really love being a nurse....it's great to really make a difference in the life of another. I am convinced that it is one of the most rewarding...yet challenging professions out there. Wow my patients hug me thank me, smile! I am actually a RN now...sometimes I forget that i have transitioned...lol...it's been a tough journey for me...but I am not alone! He has guided me, equipped me, and sustained me.
I was thinking the other day...emotions they are such a strange thing....can't live with them, can't live without them....somedays I wish there was a switch I could just hit..LOL..Oh well..human beings we are.


Sunday, September 18, 2005

Well I have been tagged so 10 things that make me happy would be....

1. Jesus my sustainer and giver of life

2. The sunshine

3. My awesome yet not similar at all sisters Melinda and Melissa.  They are two of the greatest people I have ever know.  Love, joy, laughter, snorting, beauty......best friends

4. My parents...my mom is such a great role model.

5. Poogs and the warth my heart feels when we laugh.

6. Beckaroo and the fact that we are twins that were separated at birth.

7. Furry friends....you know who you are. did I mention LAUGHTER yet?

8. Being in the middle of the woods with the sun shining through the branches.

9. Music....playing. listening...

10. Growth with other believers (women bible study ) Seeing God move inside!

Jesus is all we need...let us never forget that!  I pray you are all well and that you will choose to serve Him today! Oh and is you read this and havent been tagged yet...TAG..ha take that!

 


Saturday, August 27, 2005

Hey readers...

I have moved!  I am now living wiht one of my best friends and sisters, Becky!  We are chillin in Sagamore Hills...which is close to Macedonia/Twinsburg/Northfield Ohio.  Its a nice little place that the Lord provided as I work in Cleveland and as Becky decides what her next step is.  Life feels like a series of hellos and goodbyes.  I am sad to see so many friends leave, yet I rejoice with them as they are blessed by the Lord in numerous ways.  It hit me hard when Peggy left again...she spoke with such confidence that Ohio is not the place for her...I am so glad that she may be with her family and that she is growing with other women in FL.  Tears came from my eyes, but they were both tears of rejoice and sadness.  Best friends are hard to find.  SHe truely is a gift from God.  I am gonna miss that girl so much...it may hurt...but I am so glad that she knows and feels called to reside in FL.

My sister is leaving tomorrow for KY..I really think that she has grown a lot.  Going away to college and experiencing life in other places can be such a growing experience.  I will miss her a lot.  I know that many people will as well because she is one precious person.  It makes me sad, but I kow she will come home....I pray the Lord will persue her this semester.

It has hit me hard that I am not going back to school.  That is so bizarre to me.  It's like I have reached a point where I am to grow in my profession and as a person...no more classes or books right now...I don't know what to think...school is all Ive ever known. 

God is so faithful.......I hope I can bring Him glory in all I do for others.  Change is the only constant in life and God is the rock I need to anchor myself into.


Monday, August 01, 2005

SURPRISE!  I am posting...I know it is almost unheard of! Anyways I did graduate and pass my state boards only by the help of Jesus.  This has been one of the most difficult times in my life.  I am a RN! woot woot!!! I am currently working at Rainbow Babies and CHildren in Cleveland, part of UNiversity Hospitals full time.  It is a great place and the people are awesome.  Transitions are tough. God is good.  Can't wait for Beckaroo to come home and move in to our apartment of unknown territory as of now. 

I have learned what it feels like lately when you care for people so much...even though they might not return the favor.  That is a crappy feeling...now I know how God must feel when we His children turn our faces or "don't pay attention or time in His presence".  God's grace is like no other and I can't believe that I would treat my Savior that way.  He is so faithful!



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